Shakti

Head or heart?

Which way to go?

What about that niggling feeling in the gut? Those once gentle butterflies, deep inside, that have grown in number and size. Now anxiously flapping around like bloodthirsty bats in a blood bank. They can be crippling.

I was on a roll. The chapters of my book were flying onto the page. Until I accidently gave my laptop a drink. As much as I tried to write with my pen, I just found myself trying to ignore the voices of the characters from my other books jostling for position in my mind.

And then, of course, my own voice chimed in with all the negative bullshit known to humanity.

I knew it was time to reconnect with the Heartwriting method taught by my mentor.

As usual, the magic of the universe had us aligned when I joined her online live meditation, where she spoke of the roles of the female and male divine energies. The head and the heart.

We opened up to our divine female, embracing the creative side. I immediately picked up my pen and wrote this…

Shakti

 Spirit glowed warmly as I opened the creaky door to my heart.

“I’m sorry. It’s been a bit jammed. Come in!”

“I see you’re redecorating.”

“Trying to.”

 We looked around at the piles of words and scraps of chapters I’d swept into the corners.

“It’s cluttered in here. Open the windows.”

“But they’ll blow about and make a mess again…”

“Trust me,” Spirit whispered.

So, I did.